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| 02:30am 16/08/2004 |
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tomorrow is my last day. thats it. then im gone. i never thought i would make it to this point in my life. i want to go, but i want to start at the point where i kno everyone and i kno what to do, not the starting point. still, just one more day.
then im gone........
and so much to say....... |
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| 10:18am 14/08/2004 |
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next tuesday morning, i am not going to be here any more. i leave for college. i am growing up nd all that jazz. it sucks cause im going to be 2 hours away. but that isn't horrible. still, im gonna miss everyone. i have to go up for soccer teams "hell week". 2hour practices, 4 practices a day, 7 days a week, 2 weeks. bummer, i can't do it i don't think. goodbye, i hope to see every one just one more time... |
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| .......sad days....... |
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| 11:26am 30/07/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: TAKINGBACKSUNDAY.adecadeundertheinfluence
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i went to the wake yesterday. i was fine walking up but i lost it when i got to the casket. just the thought that im never going to see this boy ever again for sure killed me. I couldnt look at him so motionless, with all the stuff they put on his face. It made me sick. I just ran out of the room.
Good bye Vuk.
rest in peace...... |
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| .......People who should lose their life and give it to Vuk....... |
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| 01:10am 28/07/2004 |
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mood: Disgusted, Sad, Hateful music: so much more to say, but it is useless
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everyone knows how horrible tommy's death is. it always kills me when i think of it. we all get it so good, and he gets nothing. his family loses him. it really has placed me into a sad mood. at work, someone asked me about the accident and i was explaining how tommy was driving the motorcycle and he didn't have a motorcycle liscense. At that, this monster of a human i work with says "well, he deserved it then. If he didn't know how to drive a motorcycle, he got what was coming." I just went insane. i fucking jumped out of my seat and attacked this oaf. My bosses came in to seperate the fight. it took like 5 people to end it. i was fucking screaming at him. I just kept saying "Im gonna fucking kill you!'". i probably yelled it 30 times. i couldn't control my feelings for the rest of the time i was at work. it was crazy. then, tonite, i visited the site. there were some people there. I ended up leaving furious though. The thing that drove me to my rage was the fact that The klinglers, Gerald Bartolome, some fat white idiot, and 2 other girls were sitting there joking around and laughing their asses off. WHO THE FUCK IS SO INSENSITIVE THAT THEY CAN DO THAT???? Did it not occur to them that no one else there was having as good a time as them for obvious reasons. Those fucking deuche bags didn't show any care or respect for Anyone there. Everything has been fucked up lately. Just everything since the death. I have kind of been in a state of shock taking it all in. I don't kno how to deal with all of this. I knew him only a bit, and it fucking kills. It must be unbearable for those closer to Vuk than I. im sorry to everyone who care even the tiniest about Vuk and his family. It seems so unreal still. |
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| .......Tommy Vuk....... |
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| 02:16pm 27/07/2004 |
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mood:  sick
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Tommy Vuk was much to young to die. It doesn't make sense why any of us get it so good, yet we complain, and then people don't even live to see senior year. Its fucking not fair at all.
R.I.P. Tommy Vuk.......... |
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| .......the update of now....... |
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| 11:55am 23/07/2004 |
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so my mom and dad bought me 139.99 plus tax shoes the other day for soccer. made of kangaroo leather. come with a special cream to put on after every use to protect the leather from the elements. the look sweet. i train for soccer all the time now. i need to be in shape. warped tour was alrite. we got there late. then did nothing after. im getting more hours at work. im bored with everything there is to do lately. im gone in less than a month..... |
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| .......an ounce of truth....... |
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| 12:26pm 12/07/2004 |
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lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies? yes, LIES.
its always lies.
i lie too much to myself, but too little to others. correction i lie enough to all of you bastards too. |
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| 10:36am 09/07/2004 |
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so ive had a good summer so far. good times pretty much every nite. but i havent been sleeping much for some sad reasons. it has to do with people real close to me. and by people, i mean a few of my top number one friends. i need like a help line to call or something. that would be choice. |
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| .......good summer....... |
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| 11:22am 29/06/2004 |
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mood:  chipper music: i dont really know what chipper means
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i have had a superb summer so far. good times. i did some dumb shit, but all of it turned out hilarious. shes so fun to hang out with too. this summer has been different than last summer, but still awesome. im out.{pEAcE} |
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| 01:52pm 20/06/2004 |
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happy fathers day to all you fathers who read this. yea, good times this summer so far.......they could be better with YOU though. come join me. [peace] |
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| 12:17pm 14/06/2004 |
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is it better to be sure you souldnt ever
or to wonder if you could have forever
i wish i fucking knew |
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| 05:15pm 13/06/2004 |
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mood:  crazy
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i havent hung out with the people i planned to hang out with yet, i hope they arent trying to avoid. i wouldnt like that. summer has been awesome though. doing what i want, all the time. i hope i get awesome work hours too. gimme a call tonite, or any nite, or tonite. later. |
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| 08:27am 07/06/2004 |
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I finally gradiated. its sucks cause after summer, i wont see people much, but im glad im out and im going to college. i didnt kno if i was gonna make it. this summer is going to be insane though. word. call me for good times |
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| 10:00pm 31/05/2004 |
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helped tommy move today. it was funny. crazy stuff. im watching the news and some kid was hit and killed by a car, and the driver left. that is so fucked up. how horrible is it to hit a 6 year old kid, let alone any kid, or person, and just drive off like you didnt do anything. man, people are fucked up. |
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| 05:17pm 29/05/2004 |
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mood:  crazy music: SUBLIME.daterape
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finally, i have taken my last high school final ever. im so glad to be out of high school now. im gonna rip college a new asshole. its gonna be like "im college, i got one asshole. Wait, is that tyler?" *RIIIIPPPPPPPPPPP* "OW, FUCK MAN! HE JUST RIPPED ME A NEW ASSHOLE! I NOW AM A COLLEGE WITH TWO ASSHOLES! OW!" itll be something like that i hope. Well, im out. call me anyone, im open to hang out with anyone now that school is done. 847(767-6592) |
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| 09:57am 26/05/2004 |
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> WARNING | | koreateamfiting is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
From Go-Quiz.com
that is for sure
yes i was a pirate
yay?
great, im sex deprived pervert. i am awesome. |
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| 09:00pm 25/05/2004 |
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mood:  energetic music: KNOCKOUT.breakaway
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prom is coming up, not that i really want to go. i dont have anything for it yet, and not anything means nothing. court is coming up too. that sucks as well. i hate high school now, i just want out. yay for summer. stupid post cause nothing is happening now. |
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| do this now! and do it rite, or you go to hell with me. and ill whip you. and scratch you. alot!! |
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| 09:51pm 18/05/2004 |
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mood:  discontent music: FALLOUTBOY.chicagoissotwoyearsago
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before the game, i got some things. i lost 18 punds on this awesome ass diet....its called dont fucking eat cause your throat is so swollen that you cant swallow. but on the streets, its called mono. keep it on the d.l. or everyone is gonna want to try it. yea, so i just played this game, the one below, and it was scary. everything other than one of them was true, and thats cause it was a weird, same sex thing. i dunno. well play the fucking game. it rawks.
First, get a pen and paper. (Crucial: When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know, and go with your first instinct.)
Scroll down one line at a time, and don't look ahead, bastards.
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column.
2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of members of the opposite sex.
No looking ahead or it won't turn out right.
4. Write anyone's name (like friends or family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people about this game.
2. The person in space 3 is the one that you love.
3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out.
4. You care most about the person you put in 4.
5. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well.
6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3.
8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
9. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life
Now post this bulletin (dont reply) within the hour. If you do, your wish will come true. If you don't it will become the opposite! im over and out spock! |
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| 09:23pm 16/05/2004 |
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i hate being sick. i want to go out and have fun and all. and eat real food, not just apple sauce and scrambled eggs and shit like that. im bored. its sad, but i want to go back to school. it was at least exciting then. i hate getting "settled down" with things.
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